eurigeneir

Katt die kracke

wer war zuerst

zerrmatt die tracke

zerstohlener vers


originäre originale

authentische zität

dingsdings den nale

doch ich bin spät


wer was wuss besser

wenn wegen er tut

kerrmirren die zahle

derteigen der mut


ziskenter zissmus

zermampft den geist

zermuss herwinnen

unentlohnter fleiß


lass doch den lose!

Sie nicht den ferolg

bin der der zeyn muss

umms denken toll


1 Kommentar 9.2.12 13:57, kommentieren

Werbung


ich troze

 

Ich troze doch

so rein und fein

den hümmel in den kimmel

der schaber nackt mich ins gebein

der crouter ist ein fimmel


die nater huckt mich in den nack

was soll ich da den machen

der parter huckt ja auch nicht krad

das sind so lauter sachen


vas willst du mir

du gurkenhus

will dich nicht länger hagen

du katzt mir ins geburtenlos

und soll dich weiter dragen


geh doll und vort

du gumme dans

wir vill dir dann och zehen

habt mir einmal die scheune foll

ich werde dann veggehen


hab dich peisamm

du umme lus

ein kicht lein licht die shatten

du laz mir los du olle du

sonzt grieg du eins gepraten


CK

1 Kommentar 31.12.11 15:37, kommentieren

swimming

 

Swimming



I was standing alone

on a raft out in the sea

but now someone came

to help and rescue me


i start to trust them

as they help me

to become happy

to become free


i´ve suffered so long

i´ve suffered so much

all i ever needed

was a helping touch


no one could give me

coz i couldn´t allow it

so i´ve created on my own

to help me with my shit


or is it real,

what i do see

it doesnt matter what you say

it´ real to me


no more need to suffer

no more addiction to pain

they can give me help

so that i can remain


i´m 14 years old

and i was abused

so i got fucked up

i had nth to lose


step by step

i gather my parts

not yet on strong feet

a house built of cards


i´m even finding

my soothing metaphors

who help me express

who can open doors


no matter what he told me

i´m doing good art

he just lacks fantasy

and he´s standing apart


so now i´m back here

on the raft on the see

learning to swim

trusting someone to help me


ck14, 2011

1 Kommentar 8.12.11 18:22, kommentieren

TIRED

 

Tired of

creating art every day

tired of staying apart

every day


tired of being special

without being seen

tired of nights

of suffering


tired of fighting and struggling

to survive

tired of proving

that i am alive


tired of being sick and weak

tired of not being able to speak


tired of being fucked by the demons

tired of being haunted by the shadows


tired of searching

for the light

tired of having to fight

every fight


tired of being myself every day

tired of being fucked up every day


tired of having no one to talk

tired of being alone when i walk


tired of being hidden and stored


tired of not being able to be myself.

3 Kommentare 24.11.11 12:51, kommentieren

no right to exist

 

I am dirty

am am nothing

a peace full of shit

i hate myself

theres no love

not a bit


i dont derserve to feel good

coz im not good enough

i just write this shit

to make me worth sth


i have no worth

i write shit

a lot of shit

i cant even write right

i am an asshole

a sucker

i write dirty

no one can read this

i hate myself


who tells me that

is that you?

U disguise as me

and hide behind a wall

trick me

control my mind

playing games

hating me


now i got what i wanted

suffering

being helpless and lost

i get what i derserve

i am dirt

i am shit


or is it you

telling me that?

So, shut up, you bitch

why you hate me so much??


coz you hate yourself

bitch

you sold your soul

to the devil


i remain in pain

coz its what i know about

coz i deserve

i function quite well

in pain

me and happiness

me and love

me and a normal life

that doesnt fit


i need to read

i need to be clever

i need to grow

i need to be enlightened

as i am now

i have no right to exist


ck 2011

1 Kommentar 25.10.11 02:05, kommentieren

ad dick zion

 

I need to fuck baby
because i suck baby
i need the shit maybe
i lost my baby

i wanna stop, maybe
i cannot fuck baby
i am alone baby
i need to fuck

it is not love baby
cry for above baby
where is the love baby
gotta kill you

i try to stop baby
need the next job baby
i am so sick, maybe
i run away

it hurts me
when i see thr path behind me
it hurts me
when i see what i´ve done to you

it hurts you
when i see where i am runnin
it hurts
it hurts it hurts i wanna stop!

i grab my stick baby
come on and lick baby
i am so sick baby
it keeps hurting

i wanna fuck honey
cum on and suck bunny
cum eat my fuck honey
i wanna stop it

where have you gone baby
am i alone, maybe
cuz u are gone baby
i keep searchin

it´s just a drug baby
come on and suck baby
i wanna fuck baby
where is the door

relax
i try to find you
in this hell of joy
of numb escaping

relax
i try to run away
from reality
from myself and from you

hate myself
destroy myself
run away
right into desert

fuck myself
struck myself
push down myself
i have lost you


i wanna fuck baby
because i suck baby
i need a hug baby
instead of lying

i gotta face baby
all this chase baby
don´t know my face baby
come on destroy me

i wanna stop baby
i need luck baby
don´t need no fuck baby
to let you in me

this is a game baby
you are so lame baby
i am a shame baby
i am a liar

trust im my
i need to trust in me
i need to take it all
even it hurts me

face it now
i need to face the facts
even it all erects
need to destroy it

i am to blame baby
it is a shame baby
i played a game baby
but now it´s over

fuck baby
i thought: fuck baby
i dreamed of suck baby
i was a liar

destroy baby
i am destroyed baby
i was toyed baby
i am a sucker

stop baby
i need to stop baby
it was a job baby
now or never.


2 Kommentare 23.10.11 14:12, kommentieren

 

Du greifst ins hirn

du dumme frau

verbiegst gedanken

du blöde sau


du manipulierst

wie ein kalkulator

und irritierst

wie ein vibrator


du hasst dich selbst

darum hasst du mich

du denkst du liebst

doch das tust du nich


du bist eine hure

eine dumme nutte

verkauft ihr seele

und ich blute


du bist eine schlampe

dein herz, verkümmert

ein seelisches krüppel

das vor sich hin wimmert


zu schwach um zu leben

zu schwach um zu geben

drum hast du nur genommen

bist noch nie geschwommen


du ertrinkst jede sekunde

schlägst wütend um dich

ringst schreiend um luft

und schlägst dabei mich


niemand erträgt dich

darum musst du lügen

dich hinunterbücken

unendlich verbiegen


du bist nicht menschlich

keine liebe in dir

von dämonen besessen

von dämonen zerfressen


mehr tot als lebendig

vegetierst du dahin

eine fleischfressende pflanze

bald bist du hin


ck 2011

1 Kommentar 23.10.11 14:01, kommentieren